Beta Update 10/19/10

Before I get into the update I wanted to post a quick update on donations
Since our last blog update with donations the total was $856.49
Donation from KW $40 (1.46)

Total Current donation total is $895.03

THANK YOU!!

Its with an extremely heavy heart that I post an update on our Beta (pregnancy bloodtest) For the last week we have seen negative pregnancy tests. I have become what I lovingly call a POAS-aholic. I wanted to take a test every time I had to go just hoping and praying that there would be some good news there. It was very sad and dissapointing to see negatives time after time. But I still held out hope that we had a "late implanter" and that we would still get our positive. The Kents DESERVE some good news. On beta day I just couldn't bring myself to take a pregnancy test at home....so I went to the appt and had my blood drawn and waited for the call. And sadly it was negative. So I was told to stop all injections and wait for my period to come.

I am so very sad for the Kent family. I really hoped after all this heartache that this was going to be a break for them finally! Why do good people have to go through such heartache.....

We don't know where we will go from here...There are no frozen embryos left to transfer. So the decision if we can try to retrieve more eggs or what we can do next will be a decision between the Dr and Maria. I've already told Maria I am here as long as they need me and am ready to try again when they are. Their family has a very special place in my heart and it just breaks knowing the heartbreak they have had.

My hubby, my kids and myself were lucky enough to spend some time with Maria, Hailey and Ryan this last weekend at the pumpkin patch. We managed to get a picture of Hailey and I. Camera wasn't taking very good pictures in the Pumpkin patch lighting and I used most of my battery taking video of the kids on this bungee jump thing otherwise I'd have more pictures. So I'll leave you with this one. Please send thoughts and prayers to the Kent family.